are you ready

You come like you promised you would
I want to surrender for good
I know that i need you
And i dont want to keep living life alone

So take my heart
and make it new
make it true
And make it like you
Take my hands
I lift them high
They’re yours not mine to do

I feel like a blind man in your sight

I know that im wicked in your eyes
So wash me and make me shine like the sun
I want to tell everyone
that youre the only one

So take my heart
And make it new
Make it true
And make it like you
Take my hands
I lift them high
They’re yours not mine to do
Do what you will

Time! Slow down! please?

where did time go?

why is it that time goes by sooo fast? i start my monday and i realize its already the weekend.. and then its monday all over again.. Every Week passes by like as if it has less than 7 days. I was talking to Chris about it and he says that when time starts passing real fast then that means I'm getting old. Ehhh... =\ Another thing that shocked me is how I am older than some(or many?) of the juniors. Ehhh =\ Yes I am 20 years old. That's pretty crazy for me to grasp, that I already lived like 1/5 of a century.. hahah Some of you guys are probably wow whatever shut up, but I don't know. It just hit me as I drove down with Eumi last night and I realize she's 21 and I'm 20 hahah. weird. age is just a number. i guess. .. haha

Time-Management: I guess it's one of my struggles at the moment. 24 Hours a day. Sleep 7-8 hours. Eat 1-2 Hours. Class 2-3 Hours. Gym 1-2Hours. There's still like 9 hours left. But where does that time go? Where is time for God? Hmmm.

So my foundations class+sermons I've heard has been teaching &reminding me of what sin is. It's not only actions, thoughts, attitudes that is against God's will that will separate us from God, but it's also NOT doing something Jesus would do. That just added so many things to my list. LOVE. where is the love? On the other hand, when we know that God has already forgave us, but why do we have such a hard time forgiving ourselves? What is that saying about God?

Thank You for Your Grace.

He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.

And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all

We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If grace is an ocean, we’re all sinking.
And Heaven meets earth like an unforseen kiss,
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about, the way…

:)

God is so goooood. ahhh.why why why! why is He so good to us? i dont really know what to write.. or how to say the things that are in my mind at the moment but i will just write down my thoughts. i have to hehe man I'm so uh in awe and just feel so awesome knowing that God will provide everything. He reveals and speaks with perfect timing and I can't wait to see what else He has in plan for me you and everyone else. Although there are much more prayer requests and the urgency to pray, I am glad. In the chaos and in confusion I really do trust that He is sovereign still. Let us rejoice through our sufferings! weeee.

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret of Your presence
I know there I am restored
When You call I won't refuse
Each new day again I'll choose

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos, in confusion
I know You're Sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will
When You call I won't delay
This my song through all my days

All my delight is in You Lord
All of my hope, all of my strength
All my delight is in You Lord Forevermore

summerdays

I need to love.

I need Jesus.

Humble me, oh Lord.

P.S. Philippines in 9days!!

Hello World

I finally finished my midterms.3 of them. I swear they just kept coming and coming.. one after another haha i have 2 weeks till they start coming again :) I shall take this time to really focus on God. I had been too distracted by schoolwork. which comes to ..i lost my bible. -___- So after KCM last night and recording, I don't know where it is.. arggg how do you lose your bible -__- im so sadd

from the book, crazy love, "do you love God because you have to or because you genuinely do?"

Walking, stumbling on these shadowfeet
toward home, a land that i've never seen
I am changing, less and less asleep
made of different stuff than when i began
and i have sensed it all along
fast approaching is the day

when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you

Theres distraction buzzing in my head
saying in the shadows it's easier to stay
but I've heard rumours of true reality
whispers of a well-lit way

You make all things new